I let out a broken laugh. “That’s usually been the safest assumption.”
Lila hugged me tighter. “I’m sorry.”
“For what?” I asked.
“For scaring you.”
I kissed her forehead. “You made pies. This one’s not on you.”
The whole thing had started so simply.
A few days earlier, she had come home quiet, thoughtful in that way she gets when something is building inside her.
“Mom,” she said, dropping her backpack. “I want to bake.”
“That’s not new,” I said.
“A lot.”
“How much is a lot?”
“Forty pies.”
I had laughed. She hadn’t.
She explained about the nursing home—how one woman said they hadn’t had homemade dessert in years, how a man talked about his wife making apple pie every Sunday. She had already planned everything, down to the cost of ingredients and borrowing pie tins from Mrs. Vera.
“It makes people feel remembered,” she said.
That was all it took.
Saturday turned our kitchen into chaos. Flour everywhere. Apples stacked on every surface. Cinnamon in the air so thick it clung to everything. At one point, she had dough on her face, her hair, even somehow her forehead.
“How is it on your forehead?” I asked.
She wiped her cheek. “Is it?”
“That is not your forehead.”
She laughed, and for a moment, everything felt normal.
But then she got quiet, rolling dough slowly.
“Do you ever think people feel invisible?” she asked.
I stopped what I was doing.
“What do you mean?”
“Like… people stop seeing them. Like they’re not really there anymore.”
I looked at her carefully.
“Yeah,” I said. “I think that happens.”
She nodded. “I don’t want that to happen around me.”
At the nursing home, the reaction had been immediate.
The smell alone turned heads. People who had been staring at televisions or cards suddenly looked up. Something as simple as cinnamon pulled them back into the moment.
I watched her move through the room—kneeling, asking names, listening like every answer mattered.
One man, Arthur, took a bite and closed his eyes.
“I haven’t had pie like this since my Martha died,” he said.
Lila squeezed his hand. “Then I’m glad you had it today.”
“You’re somebody’s answered prayer,” he told her.
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